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Tired.....when will it end
21:39 Feb 24 2010
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Im so tired and exhausted....i really am suffering from severe lack of sleep :(

For some reason i just carn't get to sleep at night anymore over the past 2 weeks it has been terrible the amount of hours i have not slept. Was thinking about trying to take some sleeping pills or something because this lack of sleep i making me ill :(

Im even forcing myself to go to college, and go see Rob.......when will it end.

But some good news i passed this stupid exam thing i had to do at college today so yaaay! thought i would have failed it because i was sleepy but suprise suprise i actually passed =]

COMMENTS

TheDarkWolfman
21:41 Feb 24 2010

My sleep is screwed up as well.

I know how you feel.

Eleanna
21:42 Feb 24 2010

well done hun thats really good! maybe its to do with your nans funeral and everything still on your mind? hope you feel better soon, maybe chat to doctor may help :)

xToxicTemptressx
21:43 Feb 24 2010

Aww well done on passing the exam :)

and i really hope your sleep pattern sorts itself out

more jo jo cuddles for you!

MorbidAngels15
21:44 Feb 24 2010

Thanks guys :)

and aye i think it is because of my nan's funeral it's just all the stress of trying to get my head back down at college and stuff....it's just really taking it out on me i think :(

EmaKeat
20:19 Mar 13 2010

Good Job on passing.

it may sound odd but taking any medicine like Benadryl or Nyquil might help you sleep as it sometimes has for me.

:(
20:57 Feb 10 2010
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My nan's funeral was monday, it was a lovely service. Was so very upsetting but at least she has been laid to rest now, ugh its been a rough ride indeed :(

It's just going to be so strange now....i now have no grandparents left, it's going to be the little things that hurt the most. No more birthday and xmas pressies, no more trips up to go shopping with my nan and how we use to go out for meals etc.....

There are going to be so many changes now makes me upset just thinking about it. I also hate how my dad's birthday was 2 days after my nan passed away.....it was his mum so he now has no parents either. I just hated how it was so close to his birthday we tried to make it nice for him but damn it was so hard, my dad finally let himself go at the funeral when everyone was crying. He was trying to be strong for me and my family but then he just cried.....then everyone else started. Ugh i cried so much. But i dropped a rose into the grave and said that i would miss her so much :(

I don't really know what else to say.....all that my sound like me babbling on but im just writing it how it comes to me.......

COMMENTS

TheDarkWolfman
21:01 Feb 10 2010

I can understand how you feel and how you were feeling at that time.

bbbchick
23:01 Feb 10 2010

sorry to hear of your loss.. sometimes it helps just to vent... all the best!

.......
19:55 Feb 03 2010
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Well im feeling a little bit better actually went to college today to get myself out of the house it really did me some good i think :)

My nan's funeral will be on Monday it's going to be a hard day but im sure i will get through it with the support of my family and stuff.

Well i think im kinda back on the Rave for now....i know i left for a while but im glad to be back on over these last few days, so i might be on more often now :)

COMMENTS

TheDarkWolfman
20:01 Feb 03 2010

Glad to see you back and Im happy you are feeling some what better.

MorbidAngels15
20:05 Feb 03 2010

Thankyou Jay *hugs* me too